My Life wasn't good, almost of it was sad...I laugh little and I isolated my self much, I kept my self behind my fears and my complexes.
it was worst than you can imagine, sudden I decided to change it, but i couldn't know what I have to do... So my sadness has grown up more and more.
maybe my mind was a reason of my sadness.. cause I was seeing my self stranger any where, and I asked my self what I am doing here, It is not the right place or the right time of my existence in this life.
I couldn't change this fact...my distance from the people grew up again.
I bought a computer and I subscribed to the internet, that was summer 2007, since that time I found a new world for me and my time was so narrow to discover this world, but my first problem was how to talk to this world, I begun to learn the English language without any help from anyone, only from the computer
step by step I loved this new world however it was virtual, but it was my bridge to my new world to talk with some people I choose them by my self, so they became my family..