I am currently having a manic episode. One like I have never had again since I was 19, only not nearly as bad.
And since I am up and cannot stop writing, feel free to read my blog at www.redroom.com under Tami Ruth.
I forgive me and you for our tussle and tough times. I wish you and Garson all the best.
Hear this, I love my husband, jobs, life. Just got accepted to an MFA program in creative nonfiction writing. I am completing May 13th the last final for the last class I needed for a math credential allowing me to teach up to Alg 1 and Geometry to all secondary level and below.
I have been at the same job, a Jewish Orthodox school, I like to call it the job I found on craigslist. They love me here. I feel at home in so many ways, really for the first time.
The thing is, I was crazy about you. I am not crazy about every man I have ever been with. So, I am incredibly sorry that all went the way it did. All of it, everything. Hopefully, you are sorry to, because in every marriage, Steve has wisely informed me (Steve, professor friend Steve has kept on encouraging me writing all these past 12 yrs. I call him a vapor friend. But he is sad and wants to know where I am when I don't write to him, every now and then) that in a marriage, we are each 50% culpable. That being the case, I will go right ahead and accept your acceptance of your 50% culpability for all that went both right and wrong. How's that?
Anyways, peace, love, happiness to you and yours. God maybe here on Earth is watching out for you and I and all.
http://www.thedoctorsinn.us/ I get a lot of shout outs in here over the years :) Oh, did you know I SUCKED at math? No mas! :)