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     This word is implying that one is at the lowest end of what is presence. I’ll be referencing the BOTTOMOST to the very seat of every pain that encroaches upon our physical being. Would you mind if I asked you a few intimate questions? Have you ever felt so much pain that you wanted to literally die? Have you ever begged God to let you die? Have you ever felt so much turmoil in your soul that you wanted to jump over a bridge, or stick a gun to your head? Have someone every hurt you so bad you could imagine them dying out the earth? Have you ever done something so bad, you’re still being tormenting for it? My friends, this is the BOTTOMOST of all that has ever experienced such pain.    

     Did you know that the BOTTOMMOST of where you are right now is where your hearing is hundred percent (you can hear God), your vision is twenty-twenty (you can see God in the simplest forms), your ego (flesh) is deflated (your naked before the world), and your survival mode is on ladder level (you’ll climb many heights in order to survive). Did you know this is where you are alive the most? Really, think about it, this is where you search, seek, listen,and  try over and over again to find away from the pit of BOTTOMOST. Hold up wait a minute! In no way am I suggesting that we become comfortable, and take pleasure in this state of existence. What I am saying is that at the BOTTOMMOST is where you’ll find that God’s grace is more prevalent and his strength is sufficient.  

     Please allow me to prove it to you. “I could have become proud of myself because of the amazing and wonderful things God has shown me. So I was given a problem that caused pain in my body. It is a messenger from Satan to make me suffer. Three times I begged the Lord to take it away from me. But he said to me, My grace is all you need. My power is strongest when you are weak.” (2 Corinthians 12:9). Mm-mm is Paul stating that he is at the BOTTOMOST? Absolutely! If you have ever experienced this kind of pain that Paul is speaking of you have most surely experienced the BOTTOMMOST. I assume that after the third time of begging God to deliver him from this excruciating pain he then decided to disassociate from the BOTTOMMOST by accepting the grace and strength of God, which is the topmost of any distress.

     I find it amazingly wonderful how God ask of us to be joyful in the midst of BOTTOMMOST. “Always be joyful . Never stop praying. Give thanks no matter what happens. God wants you to thank him because you believe in Christ Jesus.” ( 1 Thessalonians 5:16-18). Surely at first Paul wasn’t joyful or thankful that he was at the BOTTOMMOST, because if he were he wouldn’t have begged of God those three times to come to the topmost.  The point is we must be joyful whatever state that we are in, whether that is BOTTOMMOST or topmost.

     I’ve observed, and lived many eccentricities of BOTTOMMOST, and this I do know the BOTTOMMOST will unexpectedly appear on our path in the rarest forms. Sometimes its horrific pain, disappointment, sadness, death, loss, distress, dishonor, rejection, sorrow, deceit, betrayal, gossip, lies, rumors, mishaps, etc. Be advised the BOTTOMMOST will maintain the most that aren’t aware that there is a God that offers his grace and strength of the topmost to bring us out of the BOTTOMOST.

I’m Susie L Hill blogging to stay free and free others….