The Kite flying!
Though we plan things, contingency do arise and we reschedule things. Of recent on short notice I had to fight my own battle with life, this time a fight for life.
I have been taking strain for the past of couple months in an intense scale, the end result of course was, my mechanism went on indefinite strike without notice. I was rushed to ICU, like on a vacation. Not that I was afraid of death, because this is not the first time, whence I have stood at the threshold, locking eyes with death the leveler. I was bewildered a little, as it had come slowly like a fog, numbing my senses first then blurring my vision.
I had envisaged its approach a couple of months ago, when I began seeing all whites, the color missing in my minds eyes, my lack of enthusiasm, a total numbness to senses. The fight intensified, the white force geared up to return me to normalcy. I objected protested, fought back, was conquered, subdued goaded to live on...
Now when I sit back to assess, the tensions have evaporated, nothing matters now, I am to begin again, an all new beginning...searching my roots, picking up on lost thread,......a new canvass, a new picture to draw, the horizon a thin vague line..............I am yet to paint the rainbows that will touch the tulips of my soft beating heart. I raise the kite to the wind, letting the current take it on its lonely flight once again....unafraid of the flow, the unknown terrains....
Causes Sumathi Mohan Supports
Child education, eradication of child labour and child marriages, promotion of education in slum areas. free thinking. MV Foundation, Hyderabad. CRY.