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What I lost

I lost something which cannot be replaced.  A perfect opportunity at the wrong time of my life.  Too young and naive to realize the value of that perfect opportunity.  Buried inside insecurities and ignorance, traces a recollection in time when I was a bit stupid, sarcastic and full of the wrong attitude.  Finding loyal knight for the first time was hard for me to accept.  Used to being used and abused, I felt out of my skin to be around the perfect gentleman.  My rebellion nature got in the way of my dreams, and I flushed hope down the drain.  Can't retrace the opportunity again, what was lost will be lost, and a gain for someone else.