I've been extremely busy for two months now and have not had the time to write. So many thoughts come through my head, I forget to write them down and totally miss the essence.
I looked inside my fridge this morning. I need to buy bananas and stock up on meals. I normally cook and keep them in containers but even my cooking has slowed down. There are days I come home exhausted beyond my normal tolerance of fatigue that my energy for cooking is zapped!
I've also had to deal with events that exploded out of the blue, they end up keeping me occupied. Instead of paying attention on replenishing the contents of my fridge, I end up trying to process how after 30 years of marriage, it can end so quickly.
I have two friends going through the same situation. Husbands no longer see them in their Quality Worlds and have found replacements. At the same time, my schedule has been so tight that I have lost my energy for running. How can I run when from the moment I wake at dawn, I am already running from one chore to another and then from one job to another and still one more corner to the next before my day ends.
Last week, I found myself eating my sandwich while driving! It was the only time I had while sitting in traffic. It feels good to be productive and busy but it's my fridge that suffers. I could use a little more color inside. Maybe some oranges and apples? I need greens too.
Funny how life keeps shifting me in all directions. Tomorrow I celebrate my 4th solo painting exhibition and thank God I have been so busy that I have not had the time to fret and allow my nerves and anxiety to rule over me! It's a big event and I cannot seem to step aside from my Monday schedule to give me a moment to inhale this big day tomorrow.
I have about 10 minutes of alone time in this office before the staff come in. I had to come in an hour early just to write. I'm glad I did and sorry fridge, I promise to find the time to fill you in.