I’ve been engaging in an internal battle with myself concerning a decision I made.
It’s no secret I come from a family of wounded relationships.
The dynamics is difficult to put up with often times.
I was faced with the dilemma of having to reconsider.
Do I bend and give in or do I simply shut my door?
For a moment everything around me turned dark.
I looked up and called out loud to God.
“Help me do this, help me please.”
God heard me indeed.
I made a choice to allow for an exception to my rule.
Despite the odds, it was the right thing to do.
Everything I questioned suddenly ended.
Right at that moment I called out to God it all became clear.
A change in my heart had taken place.
Tolerance to see through the decision without anger feels light and easy.
God is good. He hears me. I am blessed.