I was caught off guard and unaware with a conversation that started out pleasant but turned out to be loaded with tension.
I hate that I was unable to get rid of the agony inside of me caused by one’s interior struggles. My life or hers?
I did not know what to make of the throes coming from the rambling of messages. A click open and it felt too complex to read, I clicked delete.
A few hours later, another click to empty trash permanently releasing the tension before it further entangled my insides. I never read the messages.
It felt good. I felt I a sense of relief letting it all go without the need to know what was said. After all, second hand information more often than not is tainted with bias and opinion especially when it comes from a source that is not pure.
Thank God for technology! Disentangling oneself is quick and easy!