Because I'm not married, one of the things I'm going to miss as I grow old is wearing identical windbreakers with my wife.
I use to scoff at that. Seeing some snowbirds dressed in exactly the same style and color windbreakers. WTF? I mean, isn't a couple two individuals? You wear different coats, hats, scarves, shoes all your married life. Then all of a sudden, you turn seventy-five, and you're Mr. and Mrs. I'll-have-what-she's-wearing. It just seems silly. It's not like you're in the army, or in a marching band, where you're all dressed alike for a reason.
I began to have a vision. And that vision was my world shrinking. That vision was the world I used to move about in freely and participate in no longer had a place for me. That vision was that I will be squeezed out and not allowed reentry. The world I will occupy will be some kind of compound. And I will feel vulnerable in that world.
If I were married, I would want that world to know that there are two of us. We are coming at you, a team. It would be a sort of of evolutionary defense: You look at us, and, because of the single color, we blend and seem bigger and stronger than we really are, like the big "eyes" on a moth's spread wings making it look like a fearsome creature. Think before you try to do us harm.
I can't say for sure why older couples start wearing the exact same jackets. It might be a much simpler reason. They do, though. We've all seen it. But I can say this. I won't be wearing an identical windbreaker with anyone. I'll be alone in my windbreaker. And I would give anything to look silly.