In the dark stillness of the night,
I lay in bed forlorn and motionless.
My mind is struggling in the fight,
That rendered my heart so frail and lifeless.
Why did thou have to abandon me?
Leaving me to face the life you feigned?
Lost is how I feel, and agony is all I see,
In this realm of deceit, my soul is maimed.
Thy last look of disdain and hate,
Bled me dry, shook my existence, shattered my world,
The light of day seems senile and remote,
And my heart beats his last, for the one he loved
Once I thought thy love'd complete me,
I dreamt of a life that's full of harmony,
And like a child, I hanged my hopes on the stars,
And wished Heaven'd heed my prayers,
And hear my calls.
I worshipped you, and breathed my spirit out
To keep thy holy fire alive,
My heart crossed the seven seas with all its merit,
Seeking someone to awaken my soul, and for
my feelings to revive.
I found you lingering on the seventh sky,
Wrapped in bliss, and shaped as divine.
I could feel the tears falling from Heaven's sky,
As it lost an angel that is most sacredly benign.
Then, abruptly, the forces of mischief called to summon,
And like an autumn fruit, my heart grew bitter and sullen,
You, like Satan, turned, and deemed the world a bad omen,
That made it hard for my heart to breathe,
And so forsaken I felt when I had to leave,
With all the torture and deceit I did receive.