2013 is making a name for itself in my life with things happening.  It's a fast paced year, Seabiscuit breaking out of the final turn and pulling away. 

Such a fast paced year with so much happening already has tossed me.  I feel like a leaf on a tree enduring a storm. 

All of it is just foreshadowing of other things that could happen.  Lady's health, excellent work review, my subconjunctival hemorrhageeye, the rats under the house, two novels finished, my wife's health, the failed furnace and broken water heater just shadows falling across of the many things that happen in life.  How much impression will  each have on my life?  I don't know.  We'll see.

I can't dwell on what might happen.  Doing a surface scan, there's been some negative twists in my existence.  Each stirred some memories of periods of hope and great times and periods of sadness.  Life is sweet and sour for me.  I can't let what happened in the past keep me obsessed with what might happen in the future.  I need to leave in the moment, adjust as needed, and ride the wave of the day. 

Each thing that happened may have already run its course.  More issues can develop from any of them that's already taken place.  I've run through various memories and scenarios about what can be.  In the end, I sat back down, took a deep breath and reminded myself, "We'll see."