”Just choose to be happy everyday, every time you wake up make that choice.” - This is what my friend told me when we talked one time for this person knows everything I’ve been through and what I’ve been going through. This person is one of my friends whom I can talk with anything under the sun…share what I feel inside…makes my life easier for me to handle…for this person acts as my confidante…and made me realize that life is unpredictable.
”I’m trying” - This is what I told my friend. For I cannot say I am choosing whole heartedly to be happy. Everybody wants to be happy but sometimes I just can’t, no matter how hard I try. I’m just making myself busy with work or with my studies instead. Although there are times I’m really stressed out, or too exhausted with all those things I’m obliging myself to do just not to have a time to think and ask myself questions I, myself, really can’t answer.
”I’m moving on.” - This is what I’m telling myself, over and over again, for me to be strong and see the realities of life… For me to put in mind what should I do…what I must do…Mind over heart as it should be although I know it won’t be that easy.
”Be happy. Prioritize brain over me.” - This is what my heart tells me everyday whenever I ask if she’s fine and checking on her if she’s still bleeding. She’s so kind and sweet that I can never ignore and don’t care about… For she’s my main reason why I should choose to be happy….