Sometimes, no matter how hard we tried to fight for what we really wanted, reality doesn’t agree with us. There are some things we really have to accept, no matter how painful and hard it can be. We just have to think that when one door closes, another one opens for something better. And we just have to jump with that leap of fate to know what’s destined for us on the other end of the road.
We can never have everything we want for our lives because that’s not how it works…That’s not how reality makes this world go spinning around for some spice. Some things are bound to come and go, with or without warning signs to alert us. It’ll just come to us when it’s all over, when we realize what we’ve done wrong.
I am too tired of thinking what else to do how to correct the mistakes I’ve made to this life I don’t know if I still deserve. I am too tired of running from the past I actually been holding into all this year. I am too tired of living a different life…A life I prevented myself to see because I am too blind of this love I never thought will leave my side.
All this year I have been holding into something I thought I still have but the truth is…I’ve lost it since the beginning of my fight! I’ve been tricked by myself that I can still be happy, truly happy if I’ll win it. But I only had delusions which made everything seem so real.
There’s nothing really left for me here…All I can say is…Everything will change but love remains the same…