I hear people say that often. One friend said it to me recently, adding, "I just don't have that 'obedience' DNA." But I see how he is utterly dominated by his wife, how she shapes almost his every thought, how he does not dare cross her. He calls that love. Exactly.
I can make the case that I've always been fiercely independent. I hitchhiked across the country secretly when I was 16. I smuggled cocaine across the border into England when I was 17. I ate lunch in the library during high school to avoid the cafeteria. But I have gotten myself sucked in by 3 cults -- all very different in size and style.
I wrote about one in The Guru Looked Good. Now I'm writing about the one that came before that story. It begins in Manhattan and will eventually move to Athens, Greece and then London.
Chapter 22 is up now at Memoir In Progress, and I invite you to join me as I unroll the story.
Thank you for reading and accompanying me on the road.
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I have supported Obama since before he declared his candidacy. I particularly support organizations that advocate for animals.






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Wow, Marta, some of those experiences I truly identified with.
My bangs were always crooked, I lost my out-going personality when I turned twelve. Sometimes I thought I was invisible.
There are even times now and again, when I will be in a group, of people (that I knokw) and there words will ride right over something I'm trying to say, and again, I feel invisible.
However,I have learned it's not a shortcoming of mine - it is simply ignorance and rudeness on their part. So I shut up and listen, and wait.
Anxiously awaiting 23.
Sharon
Thank you, Sharon
Yes, it's a hard thing to describe, and maybe one day I will understand why it happened when it did and why it lasted for so long, but for me that's one of the reasons i write -- to find out what happened. thank you again for reading and expressing support, you know how much it means! with warm wishes, Marta