Every month there's a week that I feel very upset, critic and emotive. It happens I'm feeling that in this very week. I went to my aunt's birthday party. Met many relatives, from grandmother to my newest "cousin", actually my cousin's baby, Bernardo (beeeautiful baby). I went there specially because I wanted to be near them, sharing some moments of our lives, which is very rare. But it seemed other people didn't have the same interest :-/

At the moment I saw my cousin (another one), before saying "hello" she made a joke about something I was wearing, a very rude joke. I felt so angry and it made me lose the interest in the party. As I were so emotive I felt like I should be home, sleeping or hide somewhere else.

But now I remembered the last party we have at the same house, she did exactly the same, tried to make a joke about what I was wearing. It's ridiculous. I feel so sorry for people like that. And I just don't know how to warn her about it, she seems to be so closed and tied to her ideas...

Sorry for posting such a bad and irrelevant fact, I just needed to "talk" about it ...