Every time I get a chance to contemplate the ocean, I get the same feeling: I know nothing. Whenever the cold southern waves invite me into their waters, I follow them in a mixture of curiosity and caution: I never know what they might have reserved for me.
During my end of the year trip to my hometown and surroundings I visited people and places, but I also revisited some feelings. I revisited the melancholy of hearing the Cathedral bells, the loneliness of windy corners in the streets, the passion for conversation in family gatherings, and the magnetic , though sometimes dangerous, freedom of being one with the ocean.When my feet change from sand to water, I usually complain about the cold, but welcome the touch. I love to watch the waves come and go and I´m always curious about what the high tide might bring to shore. On Wednesday, after two days of furious wind, there were two dead sea turtles and a dead sea lion, besides millions of seashells. Some years ago, the Southern Atlantic tide brought a shipwreck to Cassino Beach. That´s the cycle of life.
We all have our ways of connecting with Nature, whether we´re aware of them or not. Some people see nature as a mother, some as an enemy, and some others as a slave. I see nature whithin myself. I have my mountains, my oceans, my trees, my high and low tides, my tempests, my hurricanes, my sunny days but, most importantly, I have that mixed feeling of uncertainty and curiosity about life that makes me appreciate every single experience, as if it had been brought by the waves.
How do you connect with nature?
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How do you connect with nature?
Hello, Luciana.
I am in Mazatlan, camped very near the sea. As I type, I can hear waves breaking against the shore. Every morning, I walk along the beach, barefoot, staying on the packed, moist sand. Every morning, the waves find me there and flow over my feet and ankles. Sometimes I misjudge the tide, and I get wetter than I intended, but mostly it's a gentle game we play, the sea and I.
A few days ago, annoyed at the shape my day was taking and the company I was keeping, I put on my swimsuit and I walked straight into the sea until it was waist deep around me. As the chill of the water struck me, I smiled and said "That's better."
As long as I am on or near the shore, I relate to the sea as to a gentle mother. Once I venture out in a boat, though, our relationship changes. My affectionate awe becomes an uneasy respect, and on occasion I simply get scared (not to mention, sick).
My relationship to other aspects of nature is not so well-defined. I am calm in the desert, uneasy in deep woods, but it is the seashore that draws me back, always, and it is on the seashore that I feel most at home.
I find it very interesting that you see nature within yourself. I see myself as in nature - part of nature - but I don't think of my interior life as analogous to the natural world around me. Perhaps, if I did, I would better be able to understand and accept myself.
Acceptance
Oh I´m jealous of you, hearing the waves as you type! All I can hear right now is a vacuum cleaner!
When I was a little kid, my father used to call me his little wild cat (jaguatirica, in Portuguese), due to my apparently soft and gentle exterior attitute which turned into a volcanic eruption whenever I felt threatened. It was not easy, especially for a girl, to be so intense. One way he found to help me was to teach me to observe what was around me in nature - trees, rivers, the ocean etc- and notice that there´s life and death everywhere. What he meant was that it was OK to be a little destructive (angry, in my case) sometimes if you´re also able to create life.
Of course I´m a civilized human being ;-), but I´ve also learned to love and accept the wild cat.
Thanks for sharing your thoughts. Great to meet you!
Luciana