Our hearts were made to pump a certain amount of pumps.  Our minds were all not made to outlive the heart.  Some minds are not balanced with the heart.  The minds wires are detached, the heart pumps in alignment with the body.  Sometimes it is the other way around.  But More times than others, the mind is more weak than the heart.  Sometimes I am really confused about myself.  Am I weather or not, weak in the heart, more than the mind, or more weak in the mind?  I want to know.  I believe I have become more weak at the mind.  I have become more strong in the heart. Not thinking straight.  Going with my heart.  Nothing wrong with that.  I think that is best.  The better way to live life.  But Being weak in the mind is a problem, and does it have to be one way or the other, i guess not, but, i feel, for me, it’s win or lose, always.  Tug of war.  I am more strong at holding in my feelings, than holding in my thoughts.  It’s so funny.  Because it is so true.  I love over analyzation.  Start at the beginning, just with your thought, then POP, you have come to a beautiful conclusion.  What a beauty writing is.