I am so use to deadening my feelings by using drugs. I wonder what it feels like to have good feelings. It’s the reason I deaden my feelings. If I don’t use drugs I am agitated, in agony, sensitive, depressed, in angst. I need drugs to calm me down. I don’t like my raw feelings. They scare me. I sometimes feel as if there are butterflies stabbing each other in my stomach. I use drugs to ease the pain of feeling, and suffering.
Causes kelly rice Supports
Animal Abuse, Mental Health