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Winter Kept Us Warm
Light rail transit station, Toronto, winter

Those who live in temperate or tropical climates probably never experience the hidden joys of winter in a climate like Canada's.  Canadians love to complain about the weather, like long-married spouses who still cherish each other but can't resist getting in a few verbal jabs. Yes, winter is cold, snowy, and sometimes uncomfortable.  Yes, the days are short, and sometimes dark. In fact, in a poem about winter, I once imagined it as "a crystal fist" holding the land tightly.

Yet winter offers pleasures too.  It's hard to imagine a more visually arresting sight than a sunny day in the country after a snowfall.  Lights sparkles off crystals everywhere, and the air has a clarity that gives tiny, far-off details great impact.  The breeze is fresher than a hundred toothpaste commercials, and dark pines sail their curves of new snow like three-masted schooners.  Every step produces a satisfying crunch, unless you are lucky enough to be on cross-country skis, in which case the crunch becomes a rhythmic sshh-sshh.  Few birds  stay around for the cold season --  chickadees, sparrows, blue jays, juncos  linger -- so each one you see or hear is a gift.

The evenings bring other delights.  Winter nights, beyond city boundaries, are a limitless black set with more stars than you've seen in a long time.  Sometimes, when you look to the north, the aurora borealis performs a phantasmagorical dance, leaping around the heavens and unfurling banners of electric green. In the silence, every breath you exhale hangs in the air.  Your existence, the point of perception that takes all this in, feels both tiny and very precious.

But perhaps the greatest bounty that comes from winter is how it makes the surrounding seasons so poignant.  The beautiful shades of autumn maple leaves,  cooling air and shorter days make fall very special, because it is still pleasant enough to walk and play outside, maybe with one more layer of clothing.

When winter comes, southerners may well laugh at the image of someone in down-filled coat, bulky boots, hat, mittens and scarf, trudging through Arctic wastes to plug in the block heater for the car's motor.  But, as one of those overclad alien beings, I know the pay-off of the long dark months.  Sometime in late March, the ascending sun will regain some strength,  icicles and drifts will begin to melt, making small erotic gurgles, the robins and all their feathered cousins will return.  Arrows of Canada geese will speed north overhead, sounding for all the world like a taxi-drivers' protest.  We can put the snow shovels away, start to find our gardens again. Working overtime, Nature's clock pushes eager crocuses and bloodroots through the soil, sometimes even before all the snow is gone.  I will get my big black motorcycle out of storage and start to dance on the roads again (keeping an eye out for left-over ice and sand on the corners).  We will shed our biggest coats, remembering once again that we have bodies.  It makes one want to engage in pagan rituals at the earliest opportunity.

What do the occupants of better climates have to look forward to?  Another day of the same, occasionally interrupted by hurricanes, a few weeks of rain,  or tornados?  I enjoy visiting places with such predictable weather, but somehow I feel like I'm cheating on my true bride, the goddess of short days and long nights.  Winter Kept Us Warm, by the way, is the title of an anthology of Canadian love poetry edited by one of my poetic mentors, Irving Layton.  It started me writing poetry in high school. If Leonard Cohen and others can make winter sexy, why not me?

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just gorgeous

John, what a lovely tribute to winter! As the veteran of a year apiece in Vermont and Massachusetts and a long stretch of years in Chicago and other Midwestern states, I know whereof you speak, to a significant degree, at least. I don't love living in such weather, I have to say (NJ has plenty enough winter for me), but your post certainly makes me want to visit it!

Peace.

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Thanks, Evie

Were you at Godard College when in Vermont? What a beautiful state that is... feel free to come up to Ontario for a blast of winter over the next few months!

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nope!

I was living across the river (and down the highway, to be precise) from Dartmouth. Vermont is indeed a beautiful place.

As for Ontario, I've been threatening to visit there for some time now, but -- oddly -- I never picture it being winter when I'm there! : )

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I loved winter before I had

I loved winter before I had children. You've almost made a convert of me,with the clarity of the air flinging objects into sharp detail. Philadelphia seems pretty cold right now, and our house is leaky.

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As on who co-owns an old house, I'd say

Get out the caulking gun and weatherstripping. You can save a fair amount of $$ on heating by sealing up small (and big) drafts.

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Good idea!

However, there are family circumstances which make implenting a straightforward plan like this...difficult.

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John, I loved this. I love

John, I loved this. I love the appreciation of it - the mindfulness - the heightened awareness of every aspect of winter - and those icicles succumbing to the sun..

Really lovely on many levels.

By the way, did you ever go to the Naropa Institute in Nova Scotia? Allen Ginsberg was there for awhile. He lived next door to me during that time. My sons went to The Halifax Grammar School (Grammar in the British definition - the school was for boys - and later girls - from grades 1 to 12) which was also attended by Chögyam Trungpa Rinpoche's son and many of his followers. We had many friends among the Naropa Institute members.

Again - beautiful post.

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No...

I haven't been to the Naropa in Halifax.  Still have fond memories of the one in Boulder, though (there's a Rdroom blog from a while ago about some of my experiences there.  Funny that we both knew Mr. G., isn't it?

Anyway, thanks for your comments ... I take them seriously, coming from a Pushcart Prize winner!

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thanks for putting it into words

I spend a lot of time in warmer climes (in fact, I'm leaving tomorrow for a week in FL) but New England (winter and all) is home. This is the season for inside projects (woodworking, reading, cooking) that are enjoyable in a very different way from my warm-weather pursuits (sailing and gardening). And how is it possible to truly appreciate spring without living through the winter that makes it so special?

I've always had a tough time explaining this to my San Diego friends, who complain about a five degree change in the weather like it's a heart-stopping event. The next friend to ask me "how I stand it" gets a link to your lovely post.

Carol Newman Cronin
"Oliver's Surprise: A Boy, a Schooner, and the Great Hurricane of 1938."