I was sitting in the "In between" thinking about a whole load of things, perched on the edge of the cliff top overlooking the sea. Sometimes I just retreat here simply when I get affected by energies of others in a not so good way. At times I wonder if people think I am avoiding situations or confrontation, however at times I do not see the point of it. Most people will defend their actions, others defend theirs and the vibrations change and become heavy and dense and the colours of them clash in a multitude of sparks and fireworks. I sometimes wonder what would happen if they could actually implode themselves, for the light show in their aura is startling to say the least and every time I think, do you say something? The Guides gently remind me, this is a learning plane, and when we explode at people, we in effect, hurt ourselves more in the long run.
I was in a Supermarket the other day, just trundling along to get groceries, normal life : ) That in itself at times can keep you in trouble! Two women were after the same park. One snuck in very quickly and "stole" the park from the other. The hand signals flew... One of my boys commented, "Goodness Mum! They are really cross at each other, and look at all the other parks, aren't they silly!"
We continue into the Supermarket and as we are travelling around, we hear a commotion. The two women from the car park have found each other in the Supermarket and are giving each other a piece of their minds. :/ We tip toe around the aisle and look at them. One's aura is the most violent colours of reds and greys, while the other's is sparking madly in shooting fireworks of icey blues and reds, incredibly impressive to see, but awful really because all these colours take a massive amount of energy to produce and really over a car park? Both party's Guides in a flap trying to get them to calm down, I sigh and remove the trolley from the aisle and us from the energy.
I look at No.1 and he is shaking his head. I look at No.2 ever the Comedian with the one line quips, he goes "Right 'cause getting the right car park, helps with World Peace...." I snort laughter. No.1 looks at me. "Why are they still arguing?" I shake my head, "Sometimes people get really preoccupied about the small things in their lives and they consume them and become BIG things. We have heaps to learn about ourselves in this regard". He frowns. "Well duhhhhh, it's a CAR PARK!".
I look out over the Sea, the storm rolls in the distance and I think constantly, I have so much to be grateful for really. Always there is choices, always there is wonder at the journey and I think we forget that truly the value of this life. Tai sums it up beautifully, for he has been listening to me replay the Supermarket scene in my head.
"There once was two small girls playing in a field of flowers, one found the most beautiful flower and declared "I shall take this home to Mummy". The other said "No, I want to take it home, for it is the most beautiful flower of all!" "No! I have it, I found it" and the two began to fight over the beautiful flower, it was pulled this way and that way between the two of them. The stem grew more fragile with the pulling and the beautiful petals became bruised and damaged as the small girls tugged the flower backwards and forwards. When they paused for a moment in their fighting and arguing, they noticed finally, that they had ruined the beautiful flower, its stem broken and crumpled, its petals torn and ripped in places. No longer a beautiful thing, the flower was crumpled past beauty. Still arguing, they dumped the flower and went in search of another".
I stare at him, "That's a horrible story Tai". He nods, "Yes, but you see in reality inside, you are all children. Instead of being able to see that there is beauty in everything, and learning and wisdom in everything. You search endlessly to hold to your own arguments that you are right. You fill your heads with trivialities, let mundaneness of life consume you with its small, irrelevant and perceived hurts when at the end of the day, it never really matters and all you do is create learning for yourself that has to be repeated again and again".
"Soooo like in your story, the two girls would find another flower to fight over?" "Yes, and the two women in the Supermarket will find another person who "takes their park" to fight with but in a different scenario but at the same vibrational frequency of learning". He looks at me kindly and patiently waits for me to get it.
"We are holding OURSELVES at our own vibrational frequency with this behaviour?" He nods quietly. Talk about the original as No.1 Son puts it "Duhhhhh moment". We have this amazing ability to raise our own vibration. We can do it with what we eat, for that creates in a lot of ways vibrational frequency of the physicality, and more and more people I see are manifesting direct physical symptoms from what they are eating. More people giving up eating dairy foods, becoming gluten intolerant. This is the physical body making changes for its own vibrational frequency.
At a mental level we change vibrational frequency with our thoughts. When we centre our thoughts on mundane matters or apply energy worrying tremendously about things, this is a slower vibration as well. The old saying is what you worry about the most never seems to happen... but we worry anyway. To change your thought frequency you need to apply loving thoughts to each situation, person and thought. Allow freedom from the clutter of everything that you are piling up in your head. Look at things differently, from a different angle. Frequency or vibration sent out, brings back a corresponding vibration, so when you are confrontational, you get that back... IN spades! When you apply loving higher vibration, you get that back too, IN spades. Which one would you rather have?
Tai sits beside me quietly, listening to me process everything. Jet appears in the sky like a falling star and comes zooming in to land. Quietly Tai stands and taps me on the head once. "Don't over think things, for you lose the simplicity of the truth of the thought" and with that he has gone. Hmmph another one liner for me to think about! Jet pulses in all of his colours and hugs me hugely in an energy embrace.
"Oh you two a tag team today?" I ask. The air rumbles with Jet's laughter. "You got work to do" he reminds me and the frequency around me changes again. More learning required, is how I think of it lately.
But before I go, take a moment. Think about the vibration and frequency your thoughts make to your life, your physicality and your interactions with others. Think about how you FEEL when you come across a difficult person. Do you really have to make it YOUR own learning? Considering that all is building more learning further down the track or can you understand that anger directed at you can be negated by your own loving energy. Not for them, they are already steaming in their own vibration, but for you. Do you need it? Or do you recognise you have had enough learning at that frequency? It's your choice, but hmmm so how's that working for you?