I am sitting on the beach in the "In between" letting sand drift between my fingers as I scoop the fine grains over and over again.   It has been interesting this month really, Auras are changing, people are changing, all of which are fantastic things but there has been a distinct questioning that has come through in the readings.  One which makes my clients sigh in relief it's not just them but also in annoyance.

Peripherally I see movement and keep sifting through the sand with my fingers, I sharpen external senses and "sense" off in the distance behind me movement.  I look down and smirk.   I wait, again sensorially the movement changes and comes wide around me out over the sea on the right hand side.  I try to look as innocent as possible but to the left of me movement coming into the "In between".   I trace both sources independently.  I know who they are but one is a game and one is Cornelius moving through the energy plane into the "In between".    He appears instantly, radiating his beautiful silvery energy to the left of me.

"Question time?" he laughs.   I smile at him.  How can you not love these amazing teachers.  Even the presence of them fills me with laughter and well-being.   I trace the other movement moving over the sea and round in the distance to the left had side now, they are moving out of sight range but within sense range.  I mentally snort and Cornelius laughs, he knows the game.

Seriously I ask Cornelius "People's auras are changing and their sense of purpose is being activated.  I know I have talked about this before with you but I have seen a lot of people lately with their "Sense of Purpose" activated but not knowing exactly what their purpose is.  It is very frustrating for them".   He listens carefully.

Fluidly slipping to the sand beside me he begins talking.  "Understand this, every being who incarnated on the Earth plane has a purpose".  I nod quickly, I know this.   Movement zooms round from the left of me back behind me again.  I frown at the distraction.   Cornelius brightens in laughter.   "Some will come and "know" what they are meant to be doing, from childhood, it will be clear in their minds" "Yes, they are the lucky ones".   He laughs, "You think?  For these ones will have to struggle to overcome their learning and obstacles that will stand in their way as they drive towards their goal.  Do not for a moment think that they have it easier".

I frown for a moment and the movement traces around me again.  Turning I say quietly "Jet!  stop circling me like an errant moon, I am trying to listen!"   Laughter erupts around me.  This is a game that Jet and I usually love to play.  He tries to "sneak" up on me from distances to see if I am using all of my energy senses and awareness.    He appears instantly beside me, sparkling with the brilliance of a diamond.  He laughs "Well done for not getting distracted"   I laugh "Really?"    He snorts and settles suspended in the air on my right hand side.

"Yes but at least they know!  Some of my poor clients this week have been extremely frazzled in the not knowing".   He tilts his head and surveys me carefully.    He knows as well as I do, at times I fit completely into this category and the reason I do is a refusal to investigate in self what I am actually SUPPOSED to be doing.   He politely refrains at this point from mentioning that!     He carefully explains "When Sense of Purpose is activated, at some very deep level there is the understanding of what you are supposed to be doing.  However, besides that, it takes courage to truly look into oneself to see what your inner purpose is.  If your life has been driven by the needs of others, you will indeed struggle to understand what you need completely for yourself.   Life is always about balance in this plane, balance of understanding and balance of work and play.

You do, everyone does, have the answer to that question, "What's my purpose".  However, only in taking the time to truly analyse what you would like to do will you find it.  Have the courage to go and try it.  Not with the excuses of, I am too old.  I am too tired, I don't have the motivation, the enthusiasm.   These are all excuses that are very convenient to not following through.  Until you reach outside of the limitations of yourself, you will never understand truly how to find your purpose.   Plus the other thing that you forget in a world of conformity at times is that it WILL take you outside your comfort zone.   People question whether this is a good thing, however why have you settled for less experiences than you deserve simply because others won't follow or find their own purpose?

Many of the challenges on the Earth plane are governed by your own drive, your own motivation and your own understanding.  Never settle, for at the end of the day, there is a limited time you have available to you to do all you dream.  Is it possible?   There is truly no such word as impossible.   It is merely an excuse to not change habits of lifestyle that people create as their safety net.    There is also," he looks at me carefully but kindly "No failure.   The failure is simply in not trying all different experiences to find what resonates with you at a soul level".

I look out to sea.   So many points he has said are so true.   Why do we look to others to find what OUR purpose is?  Why don't we explore the world at our finger tips to FIND what our purpose is.   Instead with the Universal Changes at the moment, we are wandering in a sea of restlessness.   Frustrated by our lives, frustrated by others BUT worse frustrated by ourselves.   If we only looked outside of the box we have created in our own lives, then we would be able to see that there is no limitations, no failure only experiences and adventures.   So when you get stuck?   Reach within to the inner parts of you, the dreamer parts, the childlike parts which understood you could do anything you wished!   Bring this to the fore front of your mind and start to CREATE your own purpose based on the knowledge inside of you.   What have you got to lose?  Nothing for the restlessness will just continue until you do something!