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Judgment Day

Judgment Day isn't a day I fear facing in the afterlife. Instead, I know it's coming in this one.

And I do fear it.

Judgment Day will be the day I realize "I'm X years old, and I'm not going to have time to read all the books I want to read. I'm not going to have the time to write everything I want to write. There are places I won’t be able to visit, and there are places I'll never be able to visit again. I've done things I regret that I've run out of time and ways to atone for, and those things are going to define me forever."

But if I'm fortunate, it will also be the day when I realize my efforts define me as well. If I've done good work, loved well, and pushed myself to do what wasn't always comfortable, Judgment Day might even be a good one.