Directing the Plots
I used to regret I hadn't had a chance of choosing the wondeful profession of cinema director. When I entered the uni in 2000, cinema industry in our country only started to recover out of the ruins of post-USSR society. Now there are many talented guys out there making all kinds of movies but - never a movie I could love. And now I got it. I am a director myself. A writer. And a producer, if you wish. B/c for realizing my idea into a fulfilled story I need absolutely no one but me. All depends on me. I am the captain of the ship. I make decisions, I kill, I bless, I paint, I erase... The whole world of my imagination is within my grasp. What else could one dream of seemingly?
Still, there is work that throws away 10 hours off my day unstoppably. There are tired evenings (like today) when I'm torn to pieces by Mr. Sandman yet - can't make myself go to bed just b/c it happens that I have to rise again in 5 hours. It is unfair. My writer's drive starts just after the midnight. All the more-or-less-edible pieces of my "literature" were born in the middle of the night. I'm not going to quit my job but... with such a ratio is writing still the activity of my life?