What happens when you lose words?
I am at just such a loss now. And I need words most...
To express helplessness.
To express thanks.
To express displacement.
To express the momentary.
To express the momentous.
To express agony.
To express cynicism.
To express hope.
To express what is outside.
To express what is within.
To express the myriad expressions that would make me seem human.
I realise I have used far too many words to say that I have no words.
What does that mean? Am I lying? Do I feel fettered when there are in fact no chains binding me? Do I want those chains?
Are these really my words, or do my fingers move to an unplanned/unreasoned/unknown fate that locks me behind a glass door where whatever I manage to say leaves a blur?
Play misty for me?