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Apr.25.2012
you are not accountable  to the life of your tribe the breath of your planet..                   North American Time, Adrienne Rich     falling into the ocean   the town he grew up in is falling...
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Apr.22.2012
So we’re riding down the highway, about to make a turn onto my friend’s exit ramp. Cones are lining the road because some work is being done. My friend and I note this and say the obligatory “it’s about time.” As we curl around, we see road equipment in the BART parking lot; she makes a comment...
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Apr.19.2012
she walked on knives to gain a voice                                     I was There, Axel, Adrienne Rich     The...
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Apr.15.2012
All is matter, of course, matter-of-course…/ From Sickbed Shores, Adrienne Rich   while we’re on this road   today the sign will be the white flower fallen from the bush the edges brown one side wilted or perhaps the child pointing at the branch sticking out like a dragon’s neck, wood of...
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Apr.14.2012
I was raised with ritual. From the first trickle of Catholic water on my head to the planting calendar for our garden, to the march from period to period in class, I knew where my body would be at what time of the day, week, year and what I would be doing. This wasn’t unlike many childhoods that...
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Apr.09.2012
Because you still listen, because in times like these to have you listen at all, it's necessary to talk about trees.   What Kind of Times are These, Adrienne Rich       rhetoric the woods   the spaces between the trees fragment the sun blades knifing the forest, a slender...
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Apr.08.2012
Human impatience trips you as you run; Stand still and you must lie. It is the grass that cuts the mower down; It is the cloud that swallows up the sky. Adrienne Rich, Rural Reflections   Not So   I use the word Ironic more than any other adjective-- my constant awe of the unexpected,...
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Apr.07.2012
A conversation begins   with a lie. and each   speaker of the so-called common language feels the ice-floe split, the drift apart   as if powerless, as if up against a force of nature   A poem can begin with a lie. And be torn up.    Adrienne Rich, Cartographies of...
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Apr.05.2012
Take the word of my pulse, loving and ordinary   From Implosions, Adrienne Rich   For Anthony We cannot divulge secrets for there are none-- no formula, format or sense of organization. Our conversations are ordinary in the way of keeping a house secure, a life safe. We gather at the...
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Apr.04.2012
I know inside my eyelids  and underneath my skin from Burning Oneself Out, Adrienne Rich   Save Yourself; Remember Nothing   Memory is heavy: stones on the eyes, a flattening the light to dark brown A blink shutters the thing we didn't mean to see or remember but hangs a sty in every...
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Apr.02.2012
In The Throat     It was an old theme even for me:/
Language cannot do everything- Cartographies of Silence, Adrienne Rich   if I could speak   the hyphen making space between the word and what it needs then I could learn how  this body can inhabit two worlds-- an...
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Apr.02.2012
Point Isabel
I. Walking the Dog   Most of the other folks walking dogs turn left along the packed trail after the bridge; I forge ahead along the tiny path that looks like compression in the grass. Brewster bounds ahead running to me and then off to the dogs on the other side to try to get a pick up run....
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Apr.01.2012
Arsenal      I am bombarded yet         I stand  (Adrienne Rich,  from Planetarium)     We don’t need thunder, anger or the conversion of galaxies to withstand -- if anything we are armed with ploughs, rakes,...
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Mar.22.2012
Anthony Jr,  Nazier and King
In the weird pre-morning where my mind is awake and my body stays immobile, I flash images of Trayvon Martin—the latest victim of racist vigilantism that has grown in this country since our government’s aggression has escalated in the last two decades.  Unless you are confused—these are...
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Mar.15.2012
I'm learning, kind of on the job, the short cuts associated with texting. LIke many, these abbreviated usages are working their way into my writing and i find myself using "thru" "u r" and 4 without reflecting that the platform i'm working on is not a small screen. As a matter of fact, languages...
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