When I was in sixth class, there was a girl name Sakshi Aggarwal who used to love me madly. She was beautiful lovelier jasmine with Cherish nature and remained ready to do everything that's made me happy. It is an old say that boys spend money for impressing the girl but there was vice-versa.
School was divided into four groups__ RED HOUSE, YELLOW HOUSE, GREEN HOUSE, and BLUE HOUSE. For making the group best, we had to participate in different functions and activities. So, there was time when our Red house was on duty to maintain the discipline of the school. She was also in Red House and used to stand two meter far from me to show her best performance. Only two meter far, which is not a big distance and this short distance, was the foundation of our friendship but she started treating me lover. Nevertheless, I was totally unknown she had fallen in love.
She started making relation with me from talking and soon she mingled with me deeply. Further, she strived not only sharing her secrets and every type of problems but also started sitting beside me. However, I am angry man with reserve dignity from childhood that's why her presence sometimes made me irritate but I treat her friend so I used to ignore her chattering but other side I was fascinating on her beauty. She was nearly plump rose bud and cynosure of all eyes. I should say that she was perfect figure beauty.
How much she liked me...I could know when she started sleeping in my lap after school. She slept daily in my lap till two years. Boys used to pass comments on us but what could I do in this matter. I was helpless because many boys wanted her as a friend and she ignored all of them except me.
I used to talk with her, sit with her, take lunch with her but I could not touch her single time even she slept in my lap and ever talk with me while putting her hands on my legs, my back and my shoulders. Perhaps, I was coward in love or may be the reason, I did not love her. It is universal truth; I ever treat her friend...my best friend!
Limits had crossed its circumference. I decided to sit in Cabin of the bus. I felt it secure place but nothing was changed. She started sitting in cabin also with her friends. Now, I, only the boy used to sit in cabin with six girls. However, it was my very sweet moment because I sat with girls in whom Sakshi slept in my lap till her stop or my stop.
Our affair was spreading like a fire. We are the popular friends in the school. Sometimes, I fear that what would be the result but she was bold. She not only ever came to school with different-different sweets and chocolates to give me but ever took or ate anything with me. Without my presence, she could not live. She ever wanted to spend free time of the school with me. This matter made us the subject of discussion, so, I decided to come school with cycle. And I did.
After eighth class, I could not meet more than five-six times till the end of the ninth class. I felt that matter had dissolved but she was faithful to me. She loved me truly with full dedication.
In tenth, again she was in contact with me. Regular meetings and sweet talking with her was our daily routine. It was the time when our pre-board started. After giving my English exam, I came out to my class-room. I don't know whether she also completed her exam or not, she quit from the class. I was free, so, I reached to bus to sit. Bus was totally empty. After five minute, when I shook my head, I found Sakshi beside my seat. When she came inside the bus, I could not know.
I was calling her by name but the scene I saw made me blurt. She was button off her skirt. This frivolous work made me hurt. What she wanted with me, I don't know but I was not ready to full-fill her desire while I am a writer of Romance. Love is pure and pious; real and refined not hot like as a sex. I know only one thing_ “Sex is like fire, woman is like wood, man is like ash”. I left the bus in a moment and did not like to see her face. In a moment, I decided not to meet her again. My heart had broken even the comments of the boys did not make me hurt.
After completing my high school, I took admission in another school. Now, she is too much far from me physically but I feel her everytime. However, I know from starting she loves me too much. Now, six years has spent but she does not accept any friendship of other person. This Knowledge I searched through my source. Today, I want to say that Love has no description but girls love "above all love". When girl loves anyone it means she is more faithful than dog in every case and stage of the love.
I have grieve because her parents are going to do her marriage. Sorry Sakshi! I could not give you proper responce but you are ever with me till my death.

Deepak Shrivastava