Conversations with Mother
You have to enter the forest to meet its characters. The buffalo is about being tamed and untamed. As well as preserving, classifying and displaying. “Can you see the air?”
A peach-infused pink rug, light turquoise brushed up against the walls. Windows shudder, rooms heave as if turned by a broken machine: trying to simulate that which cannot be simulated.
Without guilt or limits or satiety or exhaustion.
One huge eye, no wings, and long, curving legs. All its feathers sketched in, but with such tiny marks, they look like fur. This on a set of plates in your cupboard.
She grinds the cigar embers out with the toe of her white sandal. Three bracelets on each wrist, and even their rattle sounds mournful, mortal.
Her lap: a grid of imperfect white dots against a black background.
Sword = snake. “Thing” to sleep against with a cold sharp grasp.
“Stupid dog”, she calls, “It’s not even supper yet.”
“What kind of animal is this?” Ashtrays, paper plates. “Do you even know its name?” Just sits and stares blindly, forgetting everything.
One glass jar containing one hair bow, one gem razor, one pair tweezers, and one set rubber “hillbilly” teeth.
You worry about hurting the bird as you eat, about scraping her skin or beak.
The mouth of the sink speaks slowly, in a voice you almost recognize.
“Give me your hand,” she insists, “I’ll break it down for you.”