When you cut open an onion, time changes. The scent of an onion mines deep memories of scent-laden kitchens, pots stirred by patient hands, the clink of silver on china set by a smoldering fire. Memories yield one by one to ever older images of places and times stored in memory, layered like the onion on the cutting board. Foods prepared long ago are real again, brought to mind by the fragrance this onion today, the onion bubbling softly in our heavy black pan.
I remember other hands stirring other pots long ago, the way the one hand held the long spoon, and the way the other hand tipped the pot up just a little bit. I remember the whisking sound of a fork in a large thick ceramic bowl holding a half dozen yellow foaming eggs and bright light on linoleum floor, cast through a nine-pane window. Sweet peas, just picked, standing in a translucent bud vase with silverine bubbles trembling as if they are holding small secrets.
Onions, minced fine but aromatic as a shout, sing in hot oil and butter, conjuring a sizzling spell, re-awakening even earlier memories of other onions, going far back in time, onion by onion, layer by layer of memory, reaching back perhaps to the first kitchen of my most ancient grandmother who threw a freshly cut onion into her black pan while she learned and remembered for us who came after her.
The onion there in my glistening dark pan is yellow-golden, softening, tender, mellow and sweet. Scent-beckoned memories of slowly simmering onions and patiently stirring hands are as clear and present as my own are now. Cutting the onion called forth a memory, as it does every time. I remembered to stir the pan slowly, heat the food with patience, savor what was before me -- all that was before me, brought back by the echoing shout and pungent aroma of a freshly cut onion.
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Sweet Pea
Beautifully descriptive. I had instant memories of my mom's kitchen, and her black skillet that she had since I was about 5. Your description - so accurate - so delicate, my eyes teared from the onions. And remembering that wonderful aroma, now at ten o'clock, I'm hungry.
food thoughts
Hi Sharon,
Thanks for taking the time to comment. I really find myself going in circles with writing and feel like I'm chasing my tail -- not gettin' nowhere. I usually feel kind of down on myself by the time I'm done for the night, and I'm surprised by that. Not sure what to make of it, really.
Christine
ONIONS ONIONS ONIONS
ONIONS ONIONS ONIONS Um-um!
I am writing a trilogy centering around an onion farm, and they are fine food indeed. They do have a potent smell, perhaps as memorable as bacon. I have had no character exploit their aroma - yet. I have mostly concentrated on the growing - and the use of pearl onions embedded in cheese.
Luv the blog.
onion trilogy
Hi Dale,
The onion farm trilogy seems so curious. Keep me posted! I've never seen pearl onions embedded in cheese before, but it seems that almost everything else has been embedded in cheese. Next time I go to the cheese shop in Carmel, I'll ask them about it.
Thanks for your comment.
Other hands stirring other
Other hands stirring other pots..........Christine this is a lovely piece, I could taste the words. m
hands and pots
Hi Mary,
Thanks you! I've decided to work on this as a longer essay for submission. I was salivating, too, as I wrote, but then again dinner was almost ready.
Layer by layer
So I re-read this. I think this would be a lovely piece to submit to a gardening magazine. The first name that came to me was "Romantic Homes" magazine. They use free-lance writers.
I wonder how many more of these lovely kinds of writings you have just waiting to bless other readers?
submission ideas
Hi Sharon,
Thanks for brainstorming on where to submit. I read your other comment and appreciate you taking the time. I'll let you know where I've decided to submit work. Your support gives me hope!
Christine