Ive gained... some weight, some really amazing friends, better knowledge on certain subjects, the patience to withstand a shaky relationship, a new car, some saved up money, a really good bag.
Ive lost... some weight, some friends, some of my mind =), a shit load of earrings.
Ive started... a new relationship, a new book, this blog, painting, watching Desperate Housewives from the beginning.
Ive stopped... taking my anger out on others, trying to hold on to crippled relationships, running around in circles, trying to save people, gossiping (well not altogether but not as much), playing with other people emotions, investing my money in other people before being mindful of myself and my requirements.
I was truly satisfied... when i rang the bell for buying my new car.
and frustrated by... having to work a double the night of the snow storm with only 2 hours sleep... not to mention the fact i had to sleep those 2 hours there.
I was so embarrassed... when D left me at the party because he was upset. Okay i admit, it was with good reason but still NOT OKAY..
The biggest physical difference between now and then is... My hair is longer, and a few more tattoo's.
The biggest psychological difference between now and then is... Im a better writer, Id like to believe that ive become more creative, Ive learned to deal with situations more professionally. appropriately, artificially and to take more consideration for the other person without being a pushover. Ive also changed by realizing that regardless how much effort i put in, if you want the relationship to work out, the work that is put in has to be equal by both parties. I also notice my faults quicker and am more open in admitting and apologizing. Ive also changed because now while arguing with someone instead of contemplating what i am going to say, i think of what they will say... Therefor im never amazed and always ready to defend my case.
I enjoyed spending time... with him, with my great amazing friends, getting to know myself, expressing myself through my writing, with my co-workers.
Why did i even spend 2 minutes... worrying about anything that hadnt already happened... thats clearly just setting yourself up for downfall.
I regret buying... Nothing specifically, just spending money on random things that i cant show for or remember now.
I will never regret buying... My 50 inch televison that looks so good in my room... or these uggs that i wear to work.
I worry... that i care to much, all at the same time care to little.... if that even makes sense
I didnt have enough time to .... spend with all of the people closest to me
Why did i behave so... nostalgic??
The best thing ive done for someone else is help.... support them and their goals
The best thing someone has done for me is ....Inspired me