Well, I am English: I was born there and lived there for the first 26 years of my life. And then, through marriage and other events, I came to live in Canada, returning to my home country only occasionally. I still love it and thought of returning there after my retirement. But now, I have few relatives there and my children are more Canadian than English.
My rather odd feeling is one of betrayal: I left my home and am no longer a part of it. I feel guilty about it!