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Apr.26.2013 Seeking: Experimentation 5 Science made me believe in a god. It’s true. And I was a diehard skeptic about science. My disillusionment with the subject began mere minutes after I cracked the spine of my first elementary school science textbook. The teacher explained that we’d be doing scientific experiments, and I was...	Apr.12.2013 Seeking 3: Synchronicity I have a tendency to drift through life. Things happen. I react. It has not been bad. Good things have happened and i've reacted, for the most part, positively. There were some really crummy times too when I got knocked down, but I got up again. (Now I'm going to have that Chumbawamba song in...
Mar.24.2013 Seeking 1: Female seeking seeking I thought I’d be enlightened by now. I don’t mean that metaphorically as in: “I imagined that with age would come a certain wisdom.” No, I fully expected the sitting in the lotus position-on-a-mountain-top type enlightenment, the mantra-chanting-vibrating-with-the-universal-life-force...	Apr.04.2011 Messenger Between Realms There is a wide sweeping curve that defines the edge of Monterey's harbor, and at the curve a long pier stretches eastward like a pointing finger. Many small sailing craft are moored on the leeward side of it. The pier and the two other wharves nearby are places where blood and oil, working men...
Feb.20.2010 The Little Prince by Antoine de Saint Exupery The Little Prince by Antoine de Saint Exupery I just finished The Little Prince by Antoine de Saint Exupery. Although I have read this story many times since childhood, still, it is one of the most haunting books I’ve ever read. To this very day, it brings on a flood of emotions I still struggle...	Jan.11.2010 Seeking, Searching Judging by how many impertinent questions I asked in childhood, I came into this world with an inquiring mind. But in some ways, I have only just become a seeker, and I am only now beginning to understand what this means. I am trying to notice cues and signposts that come my way, with the result...
Dec.09.2009 13 Ounces of Ain't-less-ness 1.I counted time.It doesn’t add up.No matter how long you swoosh this mouthful of life,The aftertaste of time ain’t gonna rinse out.2.At a bottom of a lake, I sit,Breathing through a straw,Divining what’s on the surface.They taught me tricks but they didn’t teach me how to un-trick them.So, I sit,...	Oct.16.2009 Hide and Seek October 16 HIDE AND SEEK I have sought You high and low, but like the rain, You have always found me. I, like a cold, wet cat on a winter’s day, peer into warm lit windows hoping You will be home. I seek, to keep me moving. You find me for some unknown reason. I have given up naming You. ...
Oct.16.2009 Hide and Seek October 16 HIDE AND SEEK I have sought You high and low, but like the rain, You have always found me. I, like a cold, wet cat on a winter’s day, peer into warm lit windows hoping You will be home. I seek, to keep me moving. You find me for some unknown reason. I have given up naming You. ...	Oct.16.2009 Hide and Seek October 16 HIDE AND SEEK I have sought You high and low, but like the rain, You have always found me. I, like a cold, wet cat on a winter’s day, peer into warm lit windows hoping You will be home. I seek, to keep me moving. You find me for some unknown reason. I have given up naming You. ...