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Jun.14.2013
SHE calls me body electric. SHE – incarnate as hu-wo-man – oh the mystery – and such hard problem for the scientists who establish evidence of truth via the elimination of untruths. Meanwhile they identify my parts, their functions and complexities …
I’m a miracle, my ears perk at the slightest...
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Apr.25.2013
I've been a rat all of my life. I didn't know it at first, just as I didn't know I was a male, white American child. I learned these things, and along the way I learned I was a rat.
The rat connection began with Mom. Many people were "rat bastards" in her frame of references....
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Oct.07.2012
Just a vague thought.
I was talking with a barrista about art and realized that I didn't know my mother for a long time.
Yes, she gave birth to me and I lived with her for years, depending on her for my food, health and security. But I didn't know her. It wasn't until I moved away and didn't see...
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Sep.22.2012
Many things amaze me. Four things amaze me more than others. Those four things define me more than the other things that amaze me.
There are scales of amazement. I'm not talking about the, "Wow, that' a great chocolate lava," cake variation of amazement, a fantastic orgasm, or how amazingly...
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Sep.08.2012
My wife was lamenting our lives the other day. As I rant about things, she laments how we live. We don't eat healthy enough and we don't live the life she expected.
I know that feeling. Most of my life has not been what I expected.
When I joined the military, I didn't expect it to be a career. When...
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Aug.13.2012
I owe this blog to Cindy Kloosterman and her remembrance of a dot in her life, her Aunt Edna. Cindy was inspired to think about the dots after reading Bill Gates' book. Now I've been thinking about dots and will need to go read the book as well.
Thinking more about dots this morning as I sat in...
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Aug.09.2012
There was a deeply purring cat licking my face and kneading. There was a smell of skunk. A bladder needed voiding. Lips and a throat asking for water.
Cats were fed. Refuge sought in bed and sleep. Thoughts awakened. There were thoughts of short stories. A promising beginning was ...
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Mar.19.2012
The overall progress and struggle of humanity are at odds with those that perpetuate injustice in its many guises. While the concerns of gender, racial, social, religious, cultural equality are constant highlights in the efforts towards a balanced existence, in order to achieve a better...
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Feb.22.2012
It blows my mind that day after day this heap of living matter that I am keeps waking up each morning, keeps getting up, keeps keeping on and keeps on going.
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